Perspective

Over the past few weeks two women that I know of had their babies prematurely. Praises to God that both babies are doing well and growing stronger by the day. I can only imagine what goes through their mind as they face challenges that may or may not have been foreseen. But what is going on in their lives has given me some perspective.

Each day that this little man stays inside of me, is a day stronger that he will be once he is out. As the days grow closer, I catch myself getting nervous over "the plan." If you know me, you know that I live next to my agenda. I cant function without it! I make lists and plan things months in advance. This whole hold-onto-your-seat and wait for labor to begin is growing difficult for me. Like I said, I know him staying put is good, but I just want to know the plan!

God is teaching me flexibility. I need to remember that God has ordered all my steps and He knows the details in the day of my sons birth. I trust Him, He has my best interest in mind. I need to let it go and remember that God has already figured out his Birth Story, his Birthday, his every detail. My job is to trust him and seek Him.

So, I am preparing, packing the hospital bag, attending the childbirth class, praying, seeking God's will for my life, and trusting that His plan is by far better than any plan I could have concocted in my mind. Just like God had a plan for those babies born early, He also has a plan for me and my little man. His will is perfect and pleasing!